As you know I am working on an art journal covering Simona's ChakrART workshop, and into the second week I have to warn you this course is not a wishy washy walk in the park. It makes you think really honestly about your self.
This week we are studying the second Chakra...Svandhishtana...the chakra of pleasure and sexuality and FUN.
Well I was totally confident how this was going to go, as this is the chakra I knew was unbalanced(being the region of my surgical adventures). It was obviously this that had caused the imbalance and was quashing my "smiley muscle"....but boy was I wrong!
as I looked at the base page I was to use I kept thinking "pfft..no orange AT ALL on here. Just looks like a load of fireworks"......BAM!!! right between the eyes!!!
I realised I had been resenting my hubby's ability to still enjoy sexual gratification, while I was physically now deprived of that pleasure...at least to the extent we used too. But it isn't because of him...it isn't his fault..there is no blame on his part.....I have chosen to focus on the fireworks and not the love.
Then I picked up a piece of scrap paper to use as a page protector...and these are the words that jumped out at me...can we say "Bitch-slapped by Karma!"
So I will drag myself out of my self-pity.
I have the "relevant skills, knowledge and experience"!!!
I used to dance and sing and dye my hair orange all the time...just because I could...
...and wear black eyeliner and glittery lipstick when I went clubbing...
(the teeny writing says " I have been spending far too much time inside my own head. I need to get out more!")
So I've put on a bit of extra weight...so I've been a bit poorly....so what? I liked dancing and I liked singing and I liked sex!
And I AM going to like them again!!!!
Enjoy :D XXX